goo goo gaa gaa~

I learnt from Mr. Other Half's sister-in-law that she's expecting her first baby in 4 months time. They're having a baby boy. Yeay~! I am happy for them. And I hope, both mother and baby will be just fine.

Except that, I'm a bit, I don't know, frustrated, I guess... Because the first grandson will not be the fruit of my own loins. Though possibility of the the otherwise is much slimmer than my (previously) 24" waist, a girl still can dream, can't she ? I mean, Mr. Oh's brother got married 3 years ago. Whilst we're not even married yet ! And we're thousands of miles apart. Even if we wanted to commit premarital sex, we surely couldn't. And of course, I want my children to be those of legitimacy. Besides, so far, we have no plan to craddle our own baby until our marriage ages 2 years. 

Oh well. Let's just hope none of my siblings will "burn the midnight oil" (ngaaaa~) just to outleague me in producing those little creatures pitter-pattering around the house of Ruslan.

achingly sweet

Hurm... Berangan la nak dapat hug² to sleep Mr. OH dengan body setough itu.

Dan berangan juga la kalau my colouring would ever be fairer than Mr. OH's. (-_-!)